Wednesday, April 22, 2009

the game of life...

I have decided that I am in a happy place in my life.  
I have surrounded myself with the best of the best. 
I absolutely love my job, which is a rare thing for me.
Getting fired from the smart/responsible/boring office job was the best outcome.
I'm not trying to be cocky, but I feel like I look the best then I ever had.
Maybe that is an illusion but ever since I've started working at the bar...I have this new wave of confidence that I've never had before.  Who new that being a cocktail waitress could make you feel so empowered.  I've met so many amazing people who I am honored to call my friends.

this post is a bit goofy but it's honest.
Being young and dumb never felt so good, ya'll.

a blog about Katie but I don't want her to read it.

I know this girl.  She is really beautiful and genuine.  She is a fantastic photographer.  She loves Queen.  She has this laugh that is the best thing ever.  It sounds as if I'm in love with her.....anyways...she's my best friend and she is graduating from college soon....and when I say's next weekend!

I want her to have a big bang after her day of freedom.

these are my ideas:

1] Strippers & cocaine

2] Running naked through the streets

3] Taking her to the mall and making her steal panties from Victoria's Secret with me

4] Going to the east side and getting into a fight with a bum

5] A serious dance party--no smiling

AND for my last, final, and most reasonable plan of attack...

Taking her and all our friends out and getting her way smashed.
She's free now.
Details are being worked out. 


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

june 14th metro



story time

Totally drunk blogging right now.  Oh well.....

I'm going to write about my night tonight.  It was interesting to say the least.

Jessica, Alicia and I went to the Alley Cat tonight.  I usually don't like going to Broadripple other than Monday nights and Thursday nights...I'll explain why right now:

Thursday nights are obvious.  $1 beers at the mineshaft.  You get tipsy and then dance real sexy...then...dun dun dun--alley cat's like going into a familiar restaurant where you've been a thousand times and ordering the usual.  It's a very unspoken schedule--when you go to the Mineshaft on end up at the Alley Cat.   It's the usual.

Monday nights at the Alley Cat were deemed by two people.  Jesse Lee and myself.  I'm not that cool or anything but Jesse knows everyone.  So we would get ahold of everyone we know and go to the Alley cat on monday nights.  Jesse also knows the bartender.  She's awesome so we like to visit her.  She has a very unique and beautiful look to her...almost egyptian.  Plus, she is super sassy.  I kinda adore her.  Anyways, the first time we went to the Alley Cat on a monday one was there.  It was just Jesse, myself, and a few other good friends--plus our lovely bartender.  We took over the jukebox and it was amazing.  There is nothing better than going to a empty bar with good people and listening to good tunes.  Plus, since the bar Jesse and I work at is closed sundays and mondays, it's our weekend!!  

I'm so thirsty right now, I could die.  But my cat is resting on my lap and she is being adorable so I can't move her.  This moment is too precious.  So precious, actually, that I must document:

purr purr purr  :)   A cat sitting on your lap purring is probably one of the most comforting things a human can experience, in my opinion.}

Back to my night...

My girls and I met up with some good people at the bar.  [Stephen, Dustin, Cole, Aaron Miller, Tara and a couple of her lovely friends]

I also ran into a past acquaintance that I haven't seen in a long while.  She used to be roomates with my old roommate/good friend, Kate.  That's how I met her.  She's a sweetheart.  I went up to her and gave her a hug and asked her how she was doing.  She informed me that one of her good friends just passed away, tragically and unexpectedly.  I bought the ladies who she was with and knew her a round of shots.  I know exactly what it's like to go through a situation like that.  The sadness is deafening and overwhelming.  It's almost hard to explain.  The least I felt I could do was to buy the girls shots of buttery crowns.  I hope they are sleeping good tonight.

After that, I enjoyed good conversations with lovely people.  I few of the dudes out tonight don't drink but were still a blast to hang with.  I love guys or ladies that don't drink but still know how to party.     

Well, my mouth tastes like booze right now...yuck.
goodnight blogspot.

Monday, April 13, 2009


I haven't blogged in a long while...strange.

A lot has happened. I lost my office job...good news...I got a job at the Brass Ring Lounge [not a strip club]...better news. I have a completely different lifestyle than i did before. It's amazing. I used to sleep all night and work all day in a prisoned cubicle. It's the complete opposite now. I have a job where I can hang out with my friends and only work two or three days a week making good money and encouraged to drink.

Twilight came out on DVD...and i finished Breaking Dawn. LOVE IT.
I'm now reading The Trial by Kafka. It's interesting.

I did shrooms for the first time last night. yay

I can't complain. Life is good.

I'll be in Chicago mid-June to see Metric with Mr. Jesse Lee!

Summer of fun!

Thursday, March 12, 2009


Life is good.
Friends are good.
Katie and I go to sushi pretty much once or twice a week at Fujiyama.
It's great. We gab about American idol and Twilight. Straight luxury to me.

I'm trying not to take things too seriously and just enjoy myself. For the most part, I am.
But I've come to realize that I'm a very anxious person and I need to just chill out and have a beer.

I get really anxious when I feel like I'm going to be late to something. Justin noticed the other night when we were going to pick my friend Jesse up. I had a set time I was suppose to pick him up and we were running late. I was speeding and getting really frantic. He was trying to calm me down because it wasn't that big of a deal.
My mother said that she would like me to get on some anti anxiety medication.
I have trouble sleeping at night sometimes because I'm worried about something. I get that lovely trait from my mom and grandma.

I start working at the Brass Ring this weekend. I'm very excited about it. VERY. I need to stay busy and make money!
Justin is going out of town to NYC with a couple of his ladyfrans...he is letting me stay at his place so I can sleep in his comfy bed and watch his cable. Stoked! I might even bring my cat.
check this crab's real. eek.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

there is it....

okay, I just need to come out with this.
I've mentioned a few small hints here and there throughout this blog....but nothing completely substantial.
here goes...I love Twilight.
I could totally Twilight-out a lot of you. I know many closet cases...but I'm going to be brave and just say...I'm gay for Twilight. I think vampires are cool. Edward Cullen is the perfect man.
I fucking said it. It's out. Throw tomatos and garbage at me if you will.