Thursday, January 29, 2009

new moon

I wish I had gotten more sleep this week.

It's going to be such a long weekend.
Driving to Chicago takes it out of me enough, plus flying 3 more hours after that...
I'm going to be a zombie. But I'm going to plan my sleeping accordingly on the plane.
Order a bloody mary and zonk out.

I remember years ago when I was flying to Arizona with my mother...I fell asleep on the plane and then had a nightmare that I was falling off a cliff or somewhere really high. And then I woke myself up...on an airplane, thousands of feet in the air. Totally uncool and scary.

some photos i like:

bored at work!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009


I have a weakness for snowy white cats in pink hats that look like bunny ears.


There is a ridiculous amount of snow on the ground and for some reason, I still had to come into work. Fuck, what a bummer.

This is kinda funny though.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

perfect night.

Last night constisted of these things:

- Enrique
- a gift wrapped joint compliments of Dereck
- Bottle Rocket
- Jack Black
- The Ravonettes
- fruit, cream cheese, and sugar cookies
- Edwec Diggory!
- dancing
- Indian war paint
- a lot of giggling

Thursday, January 22, 2009


White Jeans?? Nooo Posh. No.

desperately need to do laundry.
My clothes all smell like cigarettes and lies. haha.
I don't know where the lie part comes in but it sounded cool.

Why is it that I don't sleep when I should and I only want to sleep when I can't?
It's a real bitch.

Jessica and I started a notebook that we are going to pass around like we did in high school.
We will write notes to eachother and draw pictures of kittens, hearts, and male parts. I saw so many drawn penises in high school. Supergay.
It was wierd.

If I had a superpower, I would have the ability to speed up DVD release dates.

Today is wierd, I feel random.

we're going all the way.

Sometimes, I am so confident in so much.
Sometimes, I am not at all.
It's a toss up, most days.
But I know one thing that is certain today...
I love Sambuca.
And my hair looks fantastic.

T-minus 10 days until Seattle. Stoked. Hyped. All that.
Jesse, Derek and I went over how we were going to get there.
It wont be tricky if one person is thinking straight.

Jesse has the Pravada show on Jan 31st, next Saturday, which everyone needs to go to btw! We go there and steal Jesse away to Chicago, where we will fly out to Seattle. Derek's father works for the airline and got us discount tickets, which means we have to fly stand-by. It's great because if coach fills, we are allowed first class seats. And apparently, there is a dress code for first class. We are all going to look like secret agents. Drunk or newly hungover secret agents. It's going to be fun. I hope we get in first class.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009


you are so cute i want to gauge your eyes out...


Tuesday, January 20, 2009

whats up America??

Today is the DAY we are no longer run under George W. Bush. I think that deserves hugs and exploding high fives!

Check these out.

felling any foe with my gaze

This week is going to be the week for me.
I get a massive amount of money for my time and effort with costumes for Alice and Wonderland and Sleeping Beauty.
I guess, it's not massive but it's helpful, for sure.
And I get to pay off many bills.

This week, I want to accomplish:
-go tanning...psh.
-getting high 1 night with Jessica
-Getting Sushi with Alicia
-reading to page 300 in Breaking Dawn [Bella just got knocked up with a mutant vampire baby who is growing really fast in her belly. In result, I'm really mad at Edward. ]
-not eating
-figure out what I'm going to do about Seattle
-watch the rest of season 3 of Arrested Development
-perfecting my boufant.

I will probably just resort in getting drunk and dancing.

Right Marc Bolan?


Friday, January 16, 2009

thinking thoughts.

I have been drinking for the past 3 nights to cope with the weather in general.
It's coming out my pores now.
I bet if you wafted my scent, you would know exactly what I have been drinking for the past 72 hours.
Pine trees.

I woke up today 5 minutes before I was suppose to be at work.
I feel disgusting.

It's freezing in my building.

The only thing I care about lately is my hair.

Wishing for a warm bed and a pack of smokes.

I have a good 800 pages to read in my book. Jessica is reading the same book. She is ahead of me. It's a race. I'm getting defeated.

I'm costuming later on this evening. I haven't seen Justin all week, I miss him.

Call me a jesus diva, but I'm not doing shit until i get a god damn shower.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I'm feel completely deflated today.
I think it's because I have nothing to do on nights now.
YAT is almost over.
I just need a cigarette.


Hooray, I got 4 hours of sleep last night. Up late with Ben, Chanie, Sam, Dereck, Brad, & Aubrey. I was running around my tiny apartment high as a kite filming what I thought were halarious things. Lily Allen was a hot topic. Chanie gives the best back rubs of anyone who has ever lived. It was good ole random night. We listened to some records and drank beer that tasted like apple cider. We watched the Weezer video for "Pork and Beans". It was kinda brilliant. We also watched a handfull of SNL Digital shorts...which are probably the best things in the whole wide world.

This is what I want right now :
I Dream of Jeanie marathon in bed.
SNL Digital Shorts
Andy Samberg. Always.
Chanie company
3 more hours of good sleep in a warm bed with a kitty
scrambled eggs with cinnamon toast

go to this the funniest video in the world. Esspecially when you are high.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Friday, January 9, 2009

Ch-ch-check it out!

Jessica, Katie and I are working on this childrens play right now. Jessica is doing hair, I'm costuming, and Katie is helping me out. Come check it out!!!
January 9, 10, 16, 17 at 7:30 p.m.
Presented by the YAT TEENZ
on the American Cabaret Theatre stage
401 E. Michigan St., Indianapolis
This modern version of Alice starts in the year 2009 when an inner city ninth grader named Alice wakes up to all the people she knows acting extremely strange. Has the entire world changed? Has she lost her mind? Or is this ...a dream, performed by the Young Actors Theatre TEENZ, 8th - 12th graders.
Tickets: $10
On sale during the American Cabaret Theatre box office hours (The box office is open Tuesday - Friday from 10:00 a.m. to 5:00 p.m.) Or, you may buy tickets at the door.
Questions about the show? Contact YAT at 614-5057.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

ain't that good news?

I've been listening to Sam Cooke all morning. I've definately been listening to (Ain't That) Good news. It's great. And Cupid ofcourse.

Cupid, draw back your bow and let your arrow go...straight to my lovers heart for me....

In other news,
I'm still quite sick.
I reckon I need a doctor.

Monday, January 5, 2009

strain to taste.

I'm so sick, my tastebuds have given up on me.
I can't taste a damn thing. My mom made me lasssssana last night.
I couldn't taste it at all. It's cruel.
These past days have been a blurr. So much cold medicine and blowing my nose.
I suck at self medicating.

I've watched so many movies while in quarentine:
Empire Records
Which is still as halarious as it was in high school.
The Breakfast Club
Sliding Doors
High Fidelity [a cosby sweatah!]
I still need to watch the Star Wars Trilogy.
I'm sure the happiness of watching Star Wars will make my immune system soar.

I stoked for Jan 31st to come. Seattle, seattle, & more seattle with Derek and Jesse Lee in celebration of the Chinese New Year.
Bus to Chicago, plane to Seattle.

Friday, January 2, 2009

putting colors together.

Why do I get so unimpressed when a nice dude seems interested in me romantically?
I don't really think of myself in a harsh way at all.
I'm confident in what I want in life and who I am, even if I might be a little crazy and wild here and there. I can admitt that. I don't have it all figured out. I'm a strong willed lady.
I have a very specific type I suppose.
I like really skinny guys that seem to be complex loners, have a drug problem, who is a complete drunk, and/or some other type of horrible habit/problem. I mean, ofcourse, I seem to find this out later on after I am involved. He has to be completely intense and ridiculously self depricating for me to like him. It' s pathetic of me, really.
Because, I'm not an asshole, I don't have a drug problem, but I am kinda a drunk but whatever. Who isn't at 21? I'm getting to be almost 22, I can hold my drink. Sometimes.
If a sweet, nice guy likes me, I look at them like they are out of their mind, crazy. I find it a complete turn off if good guys like me. I guess there is something wrong with me. Or it is just an extreme case of the bad boys. I want to like nice guys, but they are all so fucking boring. I shouldn't post this. It's too honest and a bit rude. Fuck it. It's the truth.