Thursday, March 12, 2009

alive.

Life is good.
Friends are good.
Katie and I go to sushi pretty much once or twice a week at Fujiyama.
It's great. We gab about American idol and Twilight. Straight luxury to me.

I'm trying not to take things too seriously and just enjoy myself. For the most part, I am.
But I've come to realize that I'm a very anxious person and I need to just chill out and have a beer.

I get really anxious when I feel like I'm going to be late to something. Justin noticed the other night when we were going to pick my friend Jesse up. I had a set time I was suppose to pick him up and we were running late. I was speeding and getting really frantic. He was trying to calm me down because it wasn't that big of a deal.
My mother said that she would like me to get on some anti anxiety medication.
I have trouble sleeping at night sometimes because I'm worried about something. I get that lovely trait from my mom and grandma.

I start working at the Brass Ring this weekend. I'm very excited about it. VERY. I need to stay busy and make money!
Justin is going out of town to NYC with a couple of his ladyfrans...he is letting me stay at his place so I can sleep in his comfy bed and watch his cable. Stoked! I might even bring my cat.
check this crab out...it's real. eek.




Wednesday, March 11, 2009

there is it....

okay, I just need to come out with this.
I've mentioned a few small hints here and there throughout this blog....but nothing completely substantial.
here goes...I love Twilight.
AND
I could totally Twilight-out a lot of you. I know many closet cases...but I'm going to be brave and just say...I'm gay for Twilight. I think vampires are cool. Edward Cullen is the perfect man.
I fucking said it. It's out. Throw tomatos and garbage at me if you will.


a few of my favorite things

This cat is amazing...awesome.

This little guy makes me feel nostalgic.

Hey Edward.
Alcoholics.
Alcoholic.


Kate loves scumbags.

The King.

Whiskey smile.


Power couple.

No cigarette burns on the couch! Shave your mustache!

what?

Why would anyone give me a license to serve alcohol to people?
It's ok...I'll be ok. I work at a bar now.
old pic


Thursday, March 5, 2009

text lols

Katie : There's a girl in my psych class named Princess. Ha.
Gabby : Ha awesome. I feel bad for her.
Katie : Yeah she's a tomboy too. I would kill myself.
Gabby : Totally.

Monday, March 2, 2009

that's what I want.

Being so anti-social feels so good.
I hardley talk to anyone anymore.
It's nice to escape. I talk to Katie...and Justin. That's it.

However, shit has been crazy as of late...

+ I most likely will be let go from my job in a week or two.
+ My bills are higher than ever.
+ I want to go back to school so bad!

I just want money....that's what I want.


Young actors is going really well.
I'm still learning how to teach teenagers how to act.
Drama is nothing new to these kids.

I had a pepperjack melt from Steak N Shake the other night...it's all I can think about.
Right now, I want to watch Hot Rod, read the last bit of Breaking Dawn [the last book in the Twilight Series], eat a Pepperjack Melt and cheese fries, sleep a little, smoke a little, and write in my new notebook.

Justin and I are going to start fasting this week, I think.
Fasting and then going to Walmart and buying a Twilight poster to put in his room. No joke.
He is kinda a poser...he doesn't want to read the books...he hates fiction. Fag...


...but for 10 days! No food...no Steak n shake...no coffee...no toxs...
I was recently at a bar and a friend was on this lemon and cayenne pepper diet. Cause I was getting real drunk and he was sipping on a water...supergay. Anyways, I had heard of this diet before BUT always thought it was super unhealthy because Kelly from the office passed out from it...in one weight loss episode. I think Michael had a beard in that particular episode. Anyways, Kelly looked like death.

I have been doing research on it, and apparently, it's ok! My good friend Kate even said it was healthy. I mentioned in a previous blog that it seemed unhealthy, but Kate put that theory to rest. I trust Kate, she knows her stuff.

So I'm going to get super skinny and hot. Then I will make Robert Pattinson my boyfriend...